how are you today?  It has been a while since I shared with you, I do hope that your heart has been travelling well over the past few months.  

As you all know, I took leave and since my last newsletter I have given birth to my beautiful twin boys - Zac and Finn, and oh, what a wonderful sacred journey that has been.  Giving birth and being a Mumma is a journey unto itself... a journey of surrender and being in the moment; a journey of release and empowerment; a journey of sacredness and unconditional love.  A journey of being absolutely in the NOW and a journey of pure unadulterated JOY and LOVE. And while initially the journey was clouded with sleepless nights, settling in and for me medications and physical healing, the fog has more than lifted and the suns rays, my boys smiles, gurgles and hugs are the most exquisite sights and sounds and touch I have ever seen, heard and felt.

It is a journey of increased consciousness and awareness of my own thoughts, feelings and emotions.  I was always aware that my thoughts create my reality.  Now however I am so acutely aware of this. When I am calm, my boys are calm, when I am worried, they become fidgety, when I am unsure of my own capacity they look on and wonder why.  When I berate myself for "not knowing, and I should know" they smile in a way that just forgives and wonders "why should you know, it is new for you too."

A new born babes energy is so pure, so open, so fragile.

Does that ever really change over time?  At a core level, we are all still like that - still vulnerable, still open, still full of joy, love and forgiveness.  Still living in the Now of time and still wanting to discover life and all its magical wonders.  Still gurgling at the most magical moments and still in awe of the new that we see.

Unfortunately though, as we become adults we step in and out of that world.  Boundaries, defence mechanisms, traumas, hurts, fears, worries, illness, dis-ease, work pressures, resentments, expectations etc, all become a veil that goes up and up. Like having constant sleepless nights and living through a fog that refuses to lift.

Is your veil up? Are you able to step through and beyond it? How are you sleeping? What has life been like for you lately? Are you able to be in the moment? Are you able to enjoy exquisite smiles, colours and sounds from life around you... or are you held back by a relentless thick fog? 

As I write this I am conscious that the Moon is waxing into its Fullness (FULL MOON 06:17am Friday 11/11/11).  It is a time for YOU to STEP UP and into your own Fullness and Personal Power. On Friday 11/11/11 at 11:11am groups around the world are also tapping into this auspicious energy to create a change within their own lives and essentially within the world around them.

In numerology the number 11 represents higher ideals, refinement, balance, fulfilment and vision. 11 carries a vibrational frequency of balance. It represents male & female / yin and yang / perfect equality. It is a time to come into your own truth, honour, integrity and personal power. It is a time to dream the big dreams and know they can and will come into reality.  It is a time to honour your sorrow, anger and pain and allow yourself to step into divine healing, joy and love. It is a time of absolute mastery of your truth and then living that NOW. 

Sometimes we get lost in the fog, we loose our perspective, we are unsure which way is out?  We know we have a dream inside yet we cant see it.  We begin ideas then we stop them.  We know we are here for a higher purpose yet we don't know what it is.  We are scared to take that move cause we fear what others will say.  I invite you to sit with your spiritual guides and beings and the energies of this week, and ask with an open heart your bigger questions.. what is my life purpose? why am I here? what do I need to do to get rid of this pain / dis-ease / in balance once and for all?  

I invite you to surrender all your preconceived ideas and trust in the process. I invite you to come out of the sleepless nights, lift the veil, come out of the fog and live consciously.

I look forward to sharing your journey with you,

until we meet, in the comfort of your lounge room, via the Cd's, or in the physical